we won nan hua !yay!ytd we had game
after that went to eat at mc with sylvia and jacinda (:
haha sylvias goin crazxy over this mc guy
hahah cos last time when we went there she bought a sundae and she was like
'only wan a little chocolate'
then he went sooooooo close to her and he was like "a little "then he showed with his hand like this inch
and then sylvia was like laughing
hahaahh very funny
i noe like when u read it its like so not funny
but u should have seen his expressions ,
hahahah very cute !hahs
i bet she has a crush on him !ohlalalalalala
hahahs ohwellls then when we went ytd
we saw him then sylvia didnt want to go to him so she went to another one
then that guy was like 'over here '
then sylvia was like giggling
"never mind there also caan "
then that other guy super funny la !
he like mumbles to himself
then i was like "HUH?"THEN HE STARTS MUMBLING TO HIMSELF AGAINS
OHWELLLS i think the ppl at that mc are alll deaf!
hahahahahh so not funny
im trying to humour muself
cos im very bored
no ones at home
again
dads going to l.a tomorrow for 8 days
ohwelll so long ..
got maths test on mon
tue got science
and wed got gg
i think
and my maths is a disaster
i think i need tuition but i cant be bothered
everytime in class
im always building sandcastles in the air
thinking of something or someone
then when she makes us do assignments i get like everything wrong
and i dun bother to hear her explaining
and if on that day i dont dream

i dun get what shes saying at ll
and i never bother to ask cos shes a little freaky
and i always procistinate
saying'when i go home i will try to do it again "
but oh no i dun do that
illl just proscinate (or however u spell it )
again and again
and gg is THE MOST IRRATING THING ON EARTH !
i dun get anything at all
i just jot and jot notes
with nth goin into my brain
im soo stupid la
vyl was asking me how much was my average and i was lilke"66.01"then she was like
"wah lau "
then i was like "what ?very good arr ?"
hahah then she was like "no!u noe in sec 1 i got like 80something la!"
what a nerd .

i got a huge sore throat cos of my mom !
she cooked a chao tah (burnt) chicken for me and i ate it adn now i have a sore throat !
boo!at least i can still sing !(:haha

thank god that everything is okay with crystal me natasha and adeline
i tot this problem might blow up into smth big
thank god it ended here
my chinese teacher is soo nice !
she knew that i was upset on that day and she was like
"na wen ,ni nan guo ar ?(are u sad ?)"
then i was like nodding my head
then she was like 'ni bu yao nan guo lah !"(dun be sad la)
and that made me smile
as in reallly smile
then i wanted to cry as in tears came out and i didnt want crystal to see so i pretended to be yawning
hahahahh i love her to death
she said me and crystal were the cutest in her class
hahaha that made me smile again
hahahha im not really suck up
i dun think i can ever be that kind
but i make alot of noise in class nono make that chinese class only
cos in pri school no chinese teacher liked me at all
'they all hated me
cos i couldnt speak proper chinese and i couldnt answer questions
they gave me
cos i was dumb
hahahas !ohwells chinese class make me smile really wide !(:

we won nan hua !yay!ytd we had game
after that went to eat at mc with sylvia and jacinda (:
haha sylvias goin crazxy over this mc guy
hahah cos last time when we went there she bought a sundae and she was like
'only wan a little chocolate'
then he went sooooooo close to her and he was like "a little "then he showed with his hand like this inch
and then sylvia was like laughing
hahaahh very funny
i noe like when u read it its like so not funny
but u should have seen his expressions ,
hahahah very cute !hahs
i bet she has a crush on him !ohlalalalalala
hahahs ohwellls then when we went ytd
we saw him then sylvia didnt want to go to him so she went to another one
then that guy was like 'over here '
then sylvia was like giggling
"never mind there also caan "
then that other guy super funny la !
he like mumbles to himself
then i was like "HUH?"THEN HE STARTS MUMBLING TO HIMSELF AGAINS
OHWELLLS i think the ppl at that mc are alll deaf!
hahahahahh so not funny
im trying to humour muself
cos im very bored
no ones at home
again
dads going to l.a tomorrow for 8 days
ohwelll so long ..
got maths test on mon
tue got science
and wed got gg
i think
and my maths is a disaster
i think i need tuition but i cant be bothered
everytime in class
im always building sandcastles in the air
thinking of something or someone
then when she makes us do assignments i get like everything wrong
and i dun bother to hear her explaining
and if on that day i dont dream

i dun get what shes saying at ll
and i never bother to ask cos shes a little freaky
and i always procistinate
saying'when i go home i will try to do it again "
but oh no i dun do that
illl just proscinate (or however u spell it )
again and again
and gg is THE MOST IRRATING THING ON EARTH !
i dun get anything at all
i just jot and jot notes
with nth goin into my brain
im soo stupid la
vyl was asking me how much was my average and i was lilke"66.01"then she was like
"wah lau "
then i was like "what ?very good arr ?"
hahah then she was like "no!u noe in sec 1 i got like 80something la!"
what a nerd .

i got a huge sore throat cos of my mom !
she cooked a chao tah (burnt) chicken for me and i ate it adn now i have a sore throat !
boo!at least i can still sing !(:haha

thank god that everything is okay with crystal me natasha and adeline
i tot this problem might blow up into smth big
thank god it ended here
my chinese teacher is soo nice !
she knew that i was upset on that day and she was like
"na wen ,ni nan guo ar ?(are u sad ?)"
then i was like nodding my head
then she was like 'ni bu yao nan guo lah !"(dun be sad la)
and that made me smile
as in reallly smile
then i wanted to cry as in tears came out and i didnt want crystal to see so i pretended to be yawning
hahahahh i love her to death
she said me and crystal were the cutest in her class
hahaha that made me smile again
hahahha im not really suck up
i dun think i can ever be that kind
but i make alot of noise in class nono make that chinese class only
cos in pri school no chinese teacher liked me at all
'they all hated me
cos i couldnt speak proper chinese and i couldnt answer questions
they gave me
cos i was dumb
hahahas !ohwells chinese class make me smile really wide !(:

we won nan hua !yay!ytd we had game
after that went to eat at mc with sylvia and jacinda (:
haha sylvias goin crazxy over this mc guy
hahah cos last time when we went there she bought a sundae and she was like
'only wan a little chocolate'
then he went sooooooo close to her and he was like "a little "then he showed with his hand like this inch
and then sylvia was like laughing
hahaahh very funny
i noe like when u read it its like so not funny
but u should have seen his expressions ,
hahahah very cute !hahs
i bet she has a crush on him !ohlalalalalala
hahahs ohwellls then when we went ytd
we saw him then sylvia didnt want to go to him so she went to another one
then that guy was like 'over here '
then sylvia was like giggling
"never mind there also caan "
then that other guy super funny la !
he like mumbles to himself
then i was like "HUH?"THEN HE STARTS MUMBLING TO HIMSELF AGAINS
OHWELLLS i think the ppl at that mc are alll deaf!
hahahahahh so not funny
im trying to humour muself
cos im very bored
no ones at home
again
dads going to l.a tomorrow for 8 days
ohwelll so long ..
got maths test on mon
tue got science
and wed got gg
i think
and my maths is a disaster
i think i need tuition but i cant be bothered
everytime in class
im always building sandcastles in the air
thinking of something or someone
then when she makes us do assignments i get like everything wrong
and i dun bother to hear her explaining
and if on that day i dont dream

i dun get what shes saying at ll
and i never bother to ask cos shes a little freaky
and i always procistinate
saying'when i go home i will try to do it again "
but oh no i dun do that
illl just proscinate (or however u spell it )
again and again
and gg is THE MOST IRRATING THING ON EARTH !
i dun get anything at all
i just jot and jot notes
with nth goin into my brain
im soo stupid la
vyl was asking me how much was my average and i was lilke"66.01"then she was like
"wah lau "
then i was like "what ?very good arr ?"
hahah then she was like "no!u noe in sec 1 i got like 80something la!"
what a nerd .

i got a huge sore throat cos of my mom !
she cooked a chao tah (burnt) chicken for me and i ate it adn now i have a sore throat !
boo!at least i can still sing !(:haha

thank god that everything is okay with crystal me natasha and adeline
i tot this problem might blow up into smth big
thank god it ended here
my chinese teacher is soo nice !
she knew that i was upset on that day and she was like
"na wen ,ni nan guo ar ?(are u sad ?)"
then i was like nodding my head
then she was like 'ni bu yao nan guo lah !"(dun be sad la)
and that made me smile
as in reallly smile
then i wanted to cry as in tears came out and i didnt want crystal to see so i pretended to be yawning
hahahahh i love her to death
she said me and crystal were the cutest in her class
hahaha that made me smile again
hahahha im not really suck up
i dun think i can ever be that kind
but i make alot of noise in class nono make that chinese class only
cos in pri school no chinese teacher liked me at all
'they all hated me
cos i couldnt speak proper chinese and i couldnt answer questions
they gave me
cos i was dumb
hahahas !ohwells chinese class make me smile really wide !(:

school was okay nth much to say
saw them today during recess they were all having so much fun none of them told me,i guess none of them thought i would care .they were there .they could talk bout it in the morning in my face but no one asked me to come no one even told me .try to keep all this in sideby not letting any one noe , but at the end of the day ,im still the one who wonders if i have done anything wrong to deserve this
maybe i have
i dunno but im different and u cant compare me to the others
so what if they are with u all the time but me only when needed ?
when i go there i feel so unneeded ,like a speck of dust where one one pays attention to
maybe im just sensitive yup guess thats just it



anyways mr heng has got a new person to call upon for answers now
and thats
me
he calls me navana la !
what the ?!
tomorrows the voice projection thingy
so not looking forward to it
i cant public speak for nuts !
either i start slanging (hahah yes i know )
or i read really really fast !
hah so embarassing
ohwells everyone has their embarassing moments
trying to revise my geog
its driving me nuts !
lalalal and i didnt failany subjects !
haha

just came back from aunty ailings bbq !lala not much food there
disappointed since i didnt have lunch before going for trng
they talked about love and relationsips ..hahah ohalalaal
heh falling asleep half of the time tho it was quite err interesting
anyways nationals are on tues.fri.and wed.
yay!im so happy !cos i ahd to go for theis oral communication theingy next term and
the days were only on tue and thus
and those were the days were the ezones were held on
tot i wouldnt be able to make it
and whats more mrs tan said i had to skip cos since im not playing
and so i chose thur !!haah and fortunately
the nationals arent on those days !llalalalal
happy !so i can go cheer my team on
i realised i only have about 3 weeks left with them ????i think so
not sure
never asked them
and i realise that tho im excited to get my new team ,
im also quite scared
hahah yes i am
im scared that it might very different than the team which i am in now ,
which is pams team
and maybe im too comfortable in this team haha
and di will surely be missing them
tho when im sec 3 i will meet them,
but they might change or i might change
haahah imagine if they grew mean
or i grew meaner (cos im already mean )ha !
ohwells.......


school is starting in 1 days time !aiyooooo!!!!!!!!
im quite sad i couldnt accomplish the things i wanted to do
booo
every day was always so busy
havent touched an assesement book yet !hahaahah
as in for this whole year
well...
maybe one chinese and one maths
ohwells its only sec 1 ha
theer was once
the whole week we had tests so on thur ,our teaher saud got math tect tomorrow
so feeling so tires
i didnt study and cam home to watch tv the whole day
then inthe nite ,this girl (hahno names mentioned)called me and she was like "aee wat topics to study arr ?
then i was like :i dunno "
then she was like "huh!?!? u mean ure not studying
me:dun wan la 1i too tired
she:natvianne,do u want to go to a good jc or not ?"
me(eyes open really wide )uh?!we are too young to talk about going jc lah !
she:never mind unlike u .i wanna go to a good jc ,and i dun wanna fail like u tomorrow !"



hahaahah and guess what ?!she studied like crap and the next day after the test ,...
she burst out crying
what a nerd !
hahaha k that was mean
but she passed and i failed ):heh


better finish up that stoopid geog ca thingy
its taking me ages
going earlly to church tomorrow
well to study
if i can wake up
hah (:

just came back from aunty ailings bbq !lala not much food there
disappointed since i didnt have lunch before going for trng
they talked about love and relationsips ..hahah ohalalaal
heh falling asleep half of the time tho it was quite err interesting
anyways nationals are on tues.fri.and wed.
yay!im so happy !cos i ahd to go for theis oral communication theingy next term and
the days were only on tue and thus
and those were the days were the ezones were held on
tot i wouldnt be able to make it
and whats more mrs tan said i had to skip cos since im not playing
and so i chose thur !!haah and fortunately
the nationals arent on those days !llalalalal
happy !so i can go cheer my team on
i realised i only have about 3 weeks left with them ????i think so
not sure
never asked them
and i realise that tho im excited to get my new team ,
im also quite scared
hahah yes i am
im scared that it might very different than the team which i am in now ,
which is pams team
and maybe im too comfortable in this team haha
and di will surely be missing them
tho when im sec 3 i will meet them,
but they might change or i might change
haahah imagine if they grew mean
or i grew meaner (cos im already mean )ha !
ohwells.......


school is starting in 1 days time !aiyooooo!!!!!!!!
im quite sad i couldnt accomplish the things i wanted to do
booo
every day was always so busy
havent touched an assesement book yet !hahaahah
as in for this whole year
well...
maybe one chinese and one maths
ohwells its only sec 1 ha
theer was once
the whole week we had tests so on thur ,our teaher saud got math tect tomorrow
so feeling so tires
i didnt study and cam home to watch tv the whole day
then inthe nite ,this girl (hahno names mentioned)called me and she was like "aee wat topics to study arr ?
then i was like :i dunno "
then she was like "huh!?!? u mean ure not studying
me:dun wan la 1i too tired
she:natvianne,do u want to go to a good jc or not ?"
me(eyes open really wide )uh?!we are too young to talk about going jc lah !
she:never mind unlike u .i wanna go to a good jc ,and i dun wanna fail like u tomorrow !"



hahaahah and guess what ?!she studied like crap and the next day after the test ,...
she burst out crying
what a nerd !
hahaha k that was mean
but she passed and i failed ):heh


better finish up that stoopid geog ca thingy
its taking me ages
going earlly to church tomorrow
well to study
if i can wake up
hah (:

havent finished any of my homework yet !aiyooooo so sian .believe it or not ,i didnt go out for the whole week lah !so retarded .i was planning to go out with dal and amanda today .then amanda cant make it .so i asked my mom if i could go dals house and she was like "go and study la! be a good girl and study at home !"and i was so pissed i didnt even bother to argue i just went "its not fair !"
heeh no idea why i said that either ????
wah lau everyday also study can die lor !
hahah actually i dont
ohwells geog ca is so hard
i just did 2 questions and i just gave up booo
no ones at home again.....
aiyooo vyl went for netball camp ,
the hse is so quiet without her
syl went for tuition,
the hse so quiet without her horrible singing !hahahah
vyls team might be coming to use our house tomorrow for a barbecue cos miss lee dun have bbq pit hahah so funny
wah thank god i wont be around !hehez
going for another bbq at aunty ai lings hse !yay!!
actually supposed to go watch a movie before the bbq
but i caant cos i got trng ....again
then i will be late for the bbq
hopefully miin can come
i miss her so much
its been a night mare since she left our church
im getting a little tired with my other church frens
i noe thats mean
but its quite true
sabrina can see it too
shesays im very moodswingy ...wheeeee
natasha agrees and so does crystal
haha
i think i dun cherish stuff well enough
oh wells .i dunno y i feel sad and lonely ...
im totally idling la !
so much homework and i dun even noe where to start
and whats more ,its a friday
which means schools goanna start in 3 days. aeee????no !2 days
blah thats means more picking from mrs liew
and confusings geography lessons .
butt......
more fun chinese lessons and lit lessons and music lessons !whee
hahaahahahahahaahahhahahah
i dunno y but i feel like blogging
like writing a whole load of crap
hehe so i will do that
hahaahah im going mad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lalalalalalalalala

harlo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1hehe in school now in com lab waiting for trng to start .aiyooo oh and thanks broc for helping me with changing my blogskin ..hahahh thanks again !aiyooo this stoopid com no mucis come out one .haiz


oh yesterday was so busy lah !had so many things to do .at 3 went to cut my hair (:hehe then went to see my mother side grandmother ..aiyoooo the baby soo cute he so fat hahah and has dimples .wheee so cute .
and vyl is like one pevertic ass lah !she keep on rubbing his tummy and pincing his fattts !hahahah then she tried blowing into his ear to make him aroused .and
amazingly he did !hahahah he was like squirming la !~so cute !heehe
then he didnt want to com eto me and my sis so we were like "ni yao chi dong xi mah ?lai arr "(if u wanna eat then com e"and he did hahahaha
then we went fish&co with my dads side grandfather .oooooo so yummmy then about 9something went to visit my granny (dads side )then watch 9 oclock show .then went home
then later at 10 something ,watched
a light affair hahaha i think its so stoopid la
\then americas nezt top model and then simple life




today woke up at like 7 cos i amaxzingly just did !haha earliest for the hols (:haha took bus with sylvia to school
kaes i have to go fill my tumbler now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i went to bathe then ,for once i decided to go and study ,so i went to my room and on the air con ,theen there was this fugly moth buzzing around my room la !so scary .so naturally when u see one u will start screaming so i started shrieking and running out of my room .then my oldest sis was like "wah lau stop screaming la !"like as if it was no big deal .
so i went in and used books to try to kill it .and it wouldnt die !!!!!!!!!!!!wth !i used five readers digest lah !then my sis wont even help me kill it la .
then she need ed to use the phone which ws in my room on the table next to the moth .so i was like "try and get the phone la "then she slowly (so obvious she was scared )tried to take it .hahah and i was ready to run off .then the moth suddenly started flying around .i started shrieking and she started screamind like a chicken hahaahah then we ran to her room .hahahah now the stupid moth is in my room and im soo scared it might attack me !so im not going on there .
i told vyl then she was like "omg u cant kill it .moths never die .and im like hurr ?
then she was like "really ahhhh moths never die one "
aiyoooo so scary im freaking out la !
i dunno what to do now .maybe i should go and try to kill it :0 i think i will .
ohh and im thinking of changing my blogskin bu then i cant be bothered
and i dunno how to change myself
its like so confusing la !
ayeee whatever
i hope i will kill it !haiya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today we had a short trng then mrs tan brought us to bedok sports hall .in thee crowded bus hor,got so many ppl standing up then i was sitting down and then there was this 40-50??smth woman who was beside me standing up .then mrs tan was like signalling for me to let her have my seat .so i hesitated for awhile (heheh)then i stood up and i was like "errr ypou can sit on my seat "politely (:hehex then she was like "its okay la girl im alighting only 2 stops from now "then i was like quite then mrs tan looked at me again then i was like "never mind u sit first "then she ask the old guy whether he wanted to sia .then he said no so she sat .and it was more than 2 stops anyways hahahahim soo nice (:
so when we reached there ,then the court got so many lines used for the soo many sport activities thay have then all the lines all faded .mrs tan said tmr the will put the lines .hehe
so lethargic la havent even started on my math .aaiyoo tmr got d&t test le
i dun get it at all
how ???Should i study ??
oh wellls never mind just draw crap la
ohhh and we are having a class party on friday !ya
i love parties
after that wanna ask dalphine out i miss taking neoprints wif her and amanda
hehee hope shes freee
wah !i cant wait for tomorrows game man !sooo excited sia !
trying to stay up for americas next top model then the simple life
i dun think i can
im soo tired ....

BOO!HEHEHX HAVING ENRICHMENT NOW
NEXT IS ENGLISH EWWWWW
OH WELLS TODAY GOT SLIGHT TRNG
BOOOO .......DUN FEEL LIKE MOVING MY ASS AT ALL !
TOMORROWS OUR FINALS FOR NETBALL ALL THE BEST ZEST !SURE WE CAN DO IT !AND WIN THEM ALL !
AIYOOOOOOOOOO tomorrow missing chinese chinese soo fun la somemore we going com lab la !sooo sad
but at the same time i get to miss that stoopid science
wah heng arrrr mr heng is so boring la !hahah u get it heng ????
hahahs he thinks we are kindergaten ppl la !
then tomorrow we ahve d&t exam
ya noe drawing on the stoopid gri paper
aiyoo i suck at that la !always make natashe draw for me hahahas she soo nie
and mrs yong is so freaky la
she goes like "i throw the duster to u all arrr !"wwah so scary leh .and she said meand my sister were like damsels in distress cos my practical sucks the crap out of me ..booo !she said i was distraous la !
somehoww i never want enrichment to end ......so sick of school and classes
aiyoo somemore got trng blah !
kaes ibetter go still have some dreamweaver to do !

BOO!HEHEHX HAVING ENRICHMENT NOW
NEXT IS ENGLISH EWWWWW
OH WELLS TODAY GOT SLIGHT TRNG
BOOOO .......DUN FEEL LIKE MOVING MY ASS AT ALL !
TOMORROWS OUR FINALS FOR NETBALL ALL THE BEST ZEST !SURE WE CAN DO IT !AND WIN THEM ALL !
AIYOOOOOOOOOO tomorrow missing chinese chinese soo fun la somemore we going com lab la !sooo sad
but at the same time i get to miss that stoopid science
wah heng arrrr mr heng is so boring la !hahah u get it heng ????
hahahs he thinks we are kindergaten ppl la !
then tomorrow we ahve d&t exam
ya noe drawing on the stoopid gri paper
aiyoo i suck at that la !always make natashe draw for me hahahas she soo nie
and mrs yong is so freaky la
she goes like "i throw the duster to u all arrr !"wwah so scary leh .and she said meand my sister were like damsels in distress cos my practical sucks the crap out of me ..booo !she said i was distraous la !
somehoww i never want enrichment to end ......so sick of school and classes
aiyoo somemore got trng blah !
kaes ibetter go still have some dreamweaver to do !

hey havent blogged for awhile .
oh yes and we (zest) won ahs in the semi and are going to the finals !!woots !!!ohhh and anyways i got highest in class for science paper la !i was like what the toot !thenmrs liew was like "not bad arrrrr ,in class soo blur blur ,still can get goood marks "heehex
and ohwells i feel that mrs liew is like so picking on me la !aiyooooo
ohhha and today went to pp and ate at pastamania with crystal .ewww i had the creamy chicken and it was sooo sick la !ewwwww it was like digusting !haha ohwellls wow 10 weeks have past sooo fast !!
oh and these few days ive been spendin money like dunno wat la !$14 in 2 days ?!

haiz......



So what if all of u are closer to them than me ????we still did this as a whole and won together .and all of u just ask them alng and not me ???what the ???/is that even considered a team ???i dun get it men ?u tell me u dun like her and there she is all with you all and u didnt even bother to ask me along ?we did this as a team la !even if u dun like me or whatever gosh men ITS A TEAM !!!!so many times i felt left out .i would never ever do that to my own mates .now i know what it feels like to be left out . god whatever men .