hey all. just came back from tm .met hui min at pp and watched
THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA. it was nice ,but CLICK was better . we and hui min are like telepathic or smth ! its like we look at each other and we start laughing !! HAHA okay
so school was okay today,aces thingy was fun.and crystal didnt come and trust me,it was much peaceful .HAHA .and theres trng tmr morning ):

and ytd we went to isas hse to make the flowers,wahh i tell you,her hse damn nnice can!!! me,jace,joyce and jocelyn were shrieking like mad and hyperventilating like mad when we first walked in .Bloddy unfair can !her rooom damn big aye !hah!



I WILL STUDY THIS WEEK !!!!

everyone was being such losers in school today.is it just me or is everyone i used to know all changing?i mean,there is no more excitement in gg to school to be with your friends anymore.you just go there,stone,get pisssed,feel betrayed,argue with her,feel helpless,and thats about it.

how can it be that one day you feel everything is finally getting okay,and the next day,it gets all screwed up again



im praying tmr would be a better day.
im losing everyone i used to have standing by me.

heyo! i cant wait for americas next top model !! hehe.last week was real boring,but im looking forward to todays one(:so school was good today.i wasnt dozing offf as usual.maybe cos the whole recess ,me and adeline +so many others were practically laughing at crystal slammingthe plate of gross rice with dishes in to her mouth.and making everyone taste it to convince themselves that it was nice.after school,went to studio cafe to get our legacy project done.
and saturday,we had our ZANY thingy. haha and i got a MEDAL !!!
hehe its like the first time i got a medal for runing k ! hehehe. i got like 25 out of 90 people?? i was damn surprised cos i thought i would get like 4o smt. and many thanks to arina who sttod by and kept running with me.(:instead of flying off. then i dressed up as a witch.at least that was what i thought.heehe.and went to make a fool out of myself .i couldnt remember my words so i ended up smiling all the way .took pics but i cant be bothered to post them up since everytings on adelines blog.
oh and me and crystal got in trouble for the"ive a huge lesbian crush on you"thingy .mdm lenny made us pick up all the garbage that was left over.well i thought it would have been worse.and i sold agar agar.natasha wanted a refund cos didnt tell her that the agar agar was hard and chewy. hah!

mom and dad brought me out for fish and co ytd for my birth day dinner,as they would be all busy this weeklar.haha we all went kuku!!
"is your seafoood laughing seafood???"HAHAHA



thanks crystal and iffa for the super early birthday card today !!<333

so this week has been pretty busy.almost everyday ive been staying back for netball lar.and we've got trng tmr again. stayed back to do the posters with netballers .it turned out quite good la. and im down with a cough.):its so embarassing cos the class is like so silent ,and then i stat coughing and coughing.and i know its irrating too.
anyways,joceelyn went back today.awww so sad!the few days that i really got to know her were really good.and now im missing her already.): but me and crystal are goanna make sure she comes back next yearand requests for 2/4 and we are goanna take neoprints together !(:hehe
school was as always the same,boring,sleepy,blue ice, but after playing netball today durin recess,i realised i was much awake .rather than ytd,wahhh i was finding every min to doze of in class.and doing the "head drop thingy" and then you get a shock and wake up.haaha.okay.
oh and and and.i just realiesed crystal persuaded germaine to let me be a reserve for cross country.yay!!! but i think im still goanna run cos i promised arina i would run with her ,and i wanna see how far i can actully stretch myself .
okay so im goanna run.
during cheena,we ahd to do some compo.so the lao shi was sleeping.then priscilla was like "ehh nat hes sleeping ehh"then he was like doing the "dropping head hingy"again.then i was so tempted to shout "LAO SHI "!! AND MAKE HIM GET A SHOCK.HAHA IMAGINE THAT .THAT FAT BEELLY GUY JUMPING OUT FROM HIS SEAT.HAHAHA
then i didnt dare,so i turned back and asked crystal to do it.then she was like "dowan la !kenna he get heart attack"
HAHAHAHA .I KEPT LAughing and kaughing till he woke up.hehehe k ,im entertaining myself la,sorry if its not funny.
and i lost $10.it just disappeared from my wallet sfter stayoing in my school bag for 6 hrs in school. i just got my allowance today k ! ): nvr mind la i use my angpau.hehe
okay i need to go anddo my math and sleep .goodnight !!(:

yesterday was fun!(: went out with crystal and jocelyn to orchard.meant to go to the lime flea market thingy ,but whn we wnt there .it was super pathetic .we spent 2 mins there and went back to cine .ate ,sisnt know where to go. decided to go shopping cos jocelyns wantd to get tops before she goes back to california on thursday.walked round and they bought stuff till 5.then we went to catch CLICK .
we were all crying la !damn touching can .and crystal was like sniffling and sniffling damn loud .haha all our eyes were like watery .and almost everyone i the cinema was crying too.but it ended good so yay.
came back ,at round 8? ran my 3km .scary mann so dark.all the bats flying arnd.bloody hell i dont wanna run for cross country but for adelines sake , i will.(:came home and ate my beef hor fun and mee goreng (:
had to wake up for ist service today.and the pastor was practically screaming into the mike la .so cannot sleep ):and claire told us today that her friend died in a car crash after gg clubbing .omg !so poor thing can !dying is such a scary thing man.):
but its comforting to know that we will be able to go to heaven.(:
kk ill end here.school tmr !and my maths grap thingy is still undone.being dragged by my mom to go to the gym later so she can run on the treadmill.and swimm.
americas next top model is tmr !!!! i cant wait !

today was nationalday .so i walked into my class wearing my uniform and then when i wentin ,everyone was wearing red and white !rwar! then i had some baju kurong thing my sisters friend lent her,and me and crystal were supposed to wear.but apparently,she fell sick with fever ,so everyone was like "natvianne !wear la wear!never mind you will stand out !help our class gain points la !so i was like "k fine .went to my sis class to get it .woahhh damn fugly can !its like gold and black.so i just slipped it on ,and i looked damn bad can !but then assembly was starting s i just wore it there.i swear if there was an award for WORST DRESS .i surely win one ! haha damn embarassed can !i was the only one inmy class who wore a costume .
yesyesyes.im always the one doing the embarassing things and screwing up.went back to clas and changed.


slacked in class while everyone was doing the t-shirt desigh .
performances were goood.and 1/4 was nice kae !and the drums in 3/6 damn shiok can ! anyways had trng ,quite slack then went home with joyce.and i watched THE HILLS !wohoo! damn nice !their lives shiok can !


and tmr is like quality time with mom .me and vyl are dragged by her to go for the dumbass ndp thing .please la !like who goes for these kinda things mann.damn lame la .oh god imagine if i get on tveee.that would be bad.and when we tell mom that we dont wanna go cos its lame she gets pissed and say that we dont wanna spend time with her .so oviously we have to go.
."ohhh i wanna see the fireworks !" please la .

RWAR! INCLINEDPULL UPS ARE BLOODY SHIT .damn ridiculous .i just needed 4 more to get a GOLD !.' loser la nat.10 also cannot even do .even ppl who arent in sports can do better than you.youre nothing man.'and i never thought that mental strenght ever worked ...till today !
i was damn scared for standing bj cos i wanted a Gold SO badly,to prove all of you wrong.practised like 30 jumps till crystal got pissed waiting for me .haha then did the real thing .wahh all 155 smth la. so i practically kept pushing myself telling myself i could do it ,and i got 165 !i know to you bloody good jumpers around,its nothing .but im happy cos i was always the one who couldnt jump.and the teacher sper pissed off coss i made everyone close their eyes when i jumped and i took so long to jump."i have self -esteem problems"

went with crystal to video world ,ate ,went to school waited for my sis like so long,shot mmy 33 goals then came home.singapore idols on now.but i wanna watch CAMP JIM ! hahaha and we have lit exm tmr.

i miss my mom!!!!!! i miss the noiseness in the house,and all the laughter.and how nice it is to come home to a nice warm family rather than facing the 4 walls all myself .
but ,if she doesnt work,shelll get naggy and all.so it works neitherways.

okay ,ill go and watch tvee/start on my lit .
its tvee day tonight !