exam was screwed today.
paper 1 was the screw-est of all.
letter writing was the worst
firstly,i spent 1 hr on it ,and had to rush like dunno what.
secondly,i cancelled like so many words and added so many carrots ,it was so hard to see what i was writing
thirdly,after deciding to rewrite the whole thing,(and i did), i realised i for got to put"DERA JENNY"on the top and had to stick with the horrible handwriting one.
fourthly,i made up some stupid shit of a sandcastle contest,not knowing that i had to write true things and not made up things.
fiftly,my hands were cramping up like nobodys business.
and i didnt even count the no.of words i had,i just put 250 there,even tho i knew that my words were more that 250.

compo was screwed too.
finished it in time but it didnt make sense to me.
my hands were cramping so bad,i had to do hand excersise during the exam.
wrote wayy more that the word limit.7oo++

after that,cried/laughed for like 1 min.and then went to the canteen .thanks joyce,adeline and crystal who cheered me up.

paper2 was okay,kinda easy?

then whole bunch of us went to pp to have kfc and came back for the survey thingy which was ultra dumb.


im damn disapointed in myelf can.i nvr thought i would be struggling in english.anything but english lar!damn bloody screwed can .okay byebye im goanna study more to make up for english.):

and adeline said there w


things i wanna do after exams;
-watch ANTM!
-watch THE HILLS.LAGUNA BEACH,PROJECT RUNWAY
-SLEEP !
and many other more. byebye

heyheyhey! goood day today,tho i was really tired after recess.anyways,we had pe first,so fun can !!! we played soccer,and we were kicking balls and screaming and wailing and getting scared that the balls might hit us.
anywyas i was trying to get the ball from germaine,then the grass so wet,i ended up falling on my ass.HAHAH i just sat there and laughed.and laughed and laughed.and adeline got banged by the ball how many times can !
then went netball court for the whole of recess.like thats the first time can !damn it was fun.so much screaming and laughing.anyways i didnt eat for the past 3 days of this week for recess!hehe.
ohh and and and i have been studying like shit can !everyday its like the same routine of coming back from school,sleeping till 6pm and mugging till 2 in the morning.i realised i can mug really well in the midnight,and plus the music on the radio is really good at that time too.
but,i realised im getting uglier by the daydue to studying so late..my face is getting damn dry and all,and my hair is like bad hair day everyday can !
nvm ,once exams are over,im goanna stay in room all day and watch americas next top model on youtube,slleep,wake up,eat and watch tvee again.
and i wanna watch john tucker must die !!!! but by the time im done with exams,it wont be in the movies anymore.
okay,ill better get started on mugging again.(:

Had 20min run and 800 skipping with netballers today.math remedial was cancelled (:things happened and all.
went back with joyce after that ,the bus was freezing i tell you.so as usual,me and joyce me and joyce talked about everything.then ,we went to her house to try to mug.oh no ,we ended up trying to think of ways to cheer MARISSA TANG up and make her smile.went home after 2hrs ? and joyces house so clean can.

heyhey(: school was okay today.during the whole time,i was craving for pastamania !!! haha and i finally got it after school. (: went witht o joyce and ate there.had marinara.or however you spell it. haha we were super paiseh can,taking like 2 bottles of cheese from tables.haha.damn goood can. i was a happy girl after eating it.and joyce had this huge sotong stuck in her braces aftee eating it can.and she kept wriggling it ard in the bus can.haha.anyway lets rewind all the way back to school.
during eng lesson,jocelyn was damn funny can.cos a lizard suddenly appeared on her wall while miss foo was teaching,so she started screaming then she ran to the teachers table and hopped on top of it.hahah then the whole class started getting up from their seats and screaming,so the lizard disappeared lar.
then during lit,the lizard appeared again,then we started screaming and i totallly clashed with kah min and pushed her.
and she ended up falling down and landing on her bag .HAHAAH and she couldnt move.!damn funny i tell her.she looked damn pathetic can !then jian ning just went up to the lizard,used her HANDS to catch it and threw it out of the window! bloody shit can ! i bet no one wants to touch her hands now.but at least she saved us from it.yep so thats the highlight for today.
and now im mugging can ! mugging till 10 then im goanna watch ANTM and my cheena show (:
and mrs liew making me stay back for science remediaal,she said that i should not be going for remedial but my marks drop like shit can .):
i like studying now ,you know (:

hello. recap for the whole week just to remind myself how much i didnt study.):

wednesday- slacked the whole day watching tvv and using the com.and then went to aunty ailings hse for barbecue with church friends.wahh damn goood can,the prawns were like 1 metre long !!!(:cam back,watched my cheena show,promised that i would study tmr,went to bed
thursaday-went to macs to study with joyce and jocelyn.we studied really little.thhen went for trng.we did loads of non-stop sprinting,then it was bascially team ball.and miss lee said i galloped like a horse.):hehe .came back and made dinner with my dad.and when me and vyl cook nooodles,everything gets too salty ..(:
friday-surprisinglyi was in the study mood. finished up my math and science hwk and thts about it. watched tv and americas next top model -cycle 4 on youtube.
now im still left with science hwk.and this whole week i havent een done an assesment book can ! all im doing is copying and copying notes .GRRRRR!
okay im goanna mug again.
like how sad is that.
major brain damage can .


and i think ive been eating too much during the holidays .
and now im goanna have a fat face.):

yesterday was the most screwed up day.RWAR ! me and my sisters left for marina square togo shopping cos my mom gave us each 200 bucks to spend.then after buying my clothes,then i saw this skirt so i wanted to try.so i went into the dressing room and i was holding my wallet so i just threw it on the floor .cos got no shelve or anything. so after trying it, i came out and i forgot to take my walllet then we proceeded to macs,then i was like "shit wheres my wallet !"
then we went back to the shop and it wasnt there.and it had like my 100 bucks can !and my ezlink and my neoprints and plus it was the walllet that i just got from marissa,su,krystal,jacelyn.and sam for my birthdya !god dammit ! like waht the hell is wrong with me can !i cant even take care of my own things !like my $100 gone like that.and obviously i satarted crying and all.so we went home,and then i found out that the steve irwin guy died cos of some blooody stingray.that made me sadder.i like his show kay !!! prayed to god that my wallet would be found somehow and then i went to sleep.bloody screwed can !


and i have trng in like 2hrs time.meeting jocelyn and marissa at kembangan.god ihate myself so bad. wallet please come back to me.