RWAR! INCLINEDPULL UPS ARE BLOODY SHIT .damn ridiculous .i just needed 4 more to get a GOLD !.' loser la nat.10 also cannot even do .even ppl who arent in sports can do better than you.youre nothing man.'and i never thought that mental strenght ever worked ...till today !
i was damn scared for standing bj cos i wanted a Gold SO badly,to prove all of you wrong.practised like 30 jumps till crystal got pissed waiting for me .haha then did the real thing .wahh all 155 smth la. so i practically kept pushing myself telling myself i could do it ,and i got 165 !i know to you bloody good jumpers around,its nothing .but im happy cos i was always the one who couldnt jump.and the teacher sper pissed off coss i made everyone close their eyes when i jumped and i took so long to jump."i have self -esteem problems"

went with crystal to video world ,ate ,went to school waited for my sis like so long,shot mmy 33 goals then came home.singapore idols on now.but i wanna watch CAMP JIM ! hahaha and we have lit exm tmr.

i miss my mom!!!!!! i miss the noiseness in the house,and all the laughter.and how nice it is to come home to a nice warm family rather than facing the 4 walls all myself .
but ,if she doesnt work,shelll get naggy and all.so it works neitherways.

okay ,ill go and watch tvee/start on my lit .
its tvee day tonight !